This is not a Fraud case. This is about Me.

If you read my Friendster's profile( I wondered who are the loyal ones that keep adding to my hit counter daily?), part of it stated:

"I am not just 21.
I am beyond and below.

Don't judge me and misjudge me."

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A side note before I carry on.

You know I miss you too.

We dont see each other very often but please believe me that you are never far from my thoughts and prayers, like all my friends.

Thanks, Eve. =D
We shall meet one day,really soon!
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And so..where am I?
The results of blog hop~
Hehz.


Most of my friends would really think I am very mature for my age.
I am so not surprised to hear people telling me the same thing, just trying to frame it in different angles so it wont sound offending.

I dont know if I should be happy/flattered for the fact that you people think I am and/or I really am.

I got a colleage(who used to be my candidate first).
She's my age.

She's your regular very sweet(very sweet~~) and really very sweet sounding kinda gal.

How do she sound like?
A kid?Haha.

I dont mean it in a mean way.

Think of our local singer/actress- Stella Ng(who really gets nowhere. Hurray!)
Yea, her voice is something lidat.

But trust me, we all love her coz she is as sweet as her voice is.

So when people compared me to her, we get the same reactions. (but different interpretations.)

"Huh! You are 21?!"

-_-

It's very obvious that people think she is below 21 and I'm beyond.

Not that I really look like I'm beyond.(I heavily STRESSED that point! If you dont agree with me, scram!)
But I talk, behave and most likely think and live beyond 21.

It is almost unescapable in this stereotypical society that 21 is the measurement of "adulthood".

I really wanna BLAH~that judgement!

If that's so true, I think life's very demoralizing and sad having hit 21.
But this has nothing to do with what I'm gonna say.

I always think (and people think too) that how I am now is due to my family.

I wouldnt really rule that out but when I looked at my family, we are mighty fine.(most of the time.)

Yes, I'm not exactly rich but I am content coz I dun live at the stage of proverty too.
I just dont live that well off.
But with my current income, I am still able to support myself and shop within a budget.

So I guess it is really just me huh?

Today was pretty an unsmooth day for me at work.
Not gonna blah them in details here but it's just like surfing.Sometimes it's tough to hang on the top of the waves and often get swept under it.
You just need how to breathe if not you wont survive.
Tricks of the trade, we must all master.

Anyway so I was talking to one of my very first client.
She suddenly asked how old am I.
I was stunned for a few seconds before I asked her how old she thought I am.

Make a guess,my readers.(As if there's alot. Lol. Fun to pretend that I'm famous sometimes.)






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She said...." Late Twenties?????Say 28???"

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FYI.

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We have NOT met.
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THANK GOD!!!


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So you imagined when I heard her answer, I was truely heartbroken.
My facial expression could be drawn like those you often seen in comics.
-_- ---- Then break into tears.

I told her I wasnt so she asked if I was in early twenties.
She was ALREADY very surprised when she realised I am in my early twenties.

So she thought I was like 23,24.
-_-
*goes bawls!*


When I finally told her I am (Only) the magical 21.
She goes,"HUH~~~SO YOUNG!!!"

Am I supposed to be happy or sad that I disappoint her?

She explained that I really dont sound like it coz I sounded very experienced and 'steady' during conversations etc.

She was further surprised that this is my first line (in this industry) and her company was my first client.

I bet you for a plate of chicken rice that she must now concludes that I came to the workforce pretty early when it is really just July 2004.

Well...I guess this is not too bad.
(We always gotta look at the brighter side eh?)

So now I just pray haard(very hard) that her company wont gives me any troubles.
(oh~~It's a very very long grandma's tale.)

Well...


I guess that it's natural too that you may feel 'under judgement' if people think you lesser than your actual age.(esp when you are young.)

Am I glad that it is the reverse for me?

Nah ah.

Coz nobody realised that I am too a gal who loves to have fun, be kiddish, love candies and balloons and soft toys.

This is how I am, how people think I am.

What can I do?

It's not that I wear a mask trying to fool the world but I cant help the way I behaved too.

For a record, I cant stand things that are too childish for my taste.
I cant stand that older people think I cant carry a decent conversation and be their friends, coz I am younger than them and wont meet their mentaility.

I just dont like people to judge me.
(But I cant say the same for myself coz I guess I like to pass judgements too.)


So often I thought to myself...who am I?
Who and what is the me that you saw?

I thought I was a good hybrid of everything bright and dull.

But I guess that is too good of a description for me.

Hmm...


Like I say, dont ever read too much in my blahings.(That is IF you read)

It doesnt mean anything.

Gonna upload some beautiful pictures.

Dont worry..it's not my face. =/

Next time ba.

Bonnuit.